God amazingly led a friend from church to reach out to me, through a phone call, and ask me how I was doing. I told her that I was having the most difficult time so far and it was in direct anticipation of what I sensed F.G. was facing. (I had NOT heard from her, and I was NOT sure of ANYTHING...I was just "worrying" about how she might be reacting to something that I was sensing was a difficulty for her. [Yes, I DO know better than to worry!])
Why was it that my faith, which is normally so strong, felt so frail in the midst of "anticipation" of a difficulty that may not have even existed for my daughter?
I wanted to comfort her, but had to get to a higher place of FULLY TRUSTING THE HOLY SPIRIT to do what I could not at the moment!